An ordinary girl with a lot of conflict

always in my mind...

2011-03-09T08:25:00.000-08:00

It has been quite long time i did not update my blog. Yes, I miss to start it again. There are so many things I want to share and tell. There are so many things that have changed and I admit that I miss those all times. Can I get back that time? Let's the pictures tell about it...

sad.

2010-02-22T07:20:00.000-08:00

as u guys can see,my cat which is the black and white has already dead.
his name is Prince.
i'm so sad about the news that my sister told me.
that time i'm speachless and i dont know what to say.
the doctor said he got yellow fever because he seldom eat before this.
and it also something wrong with his liver.
he died after my mom took him at the clinic.
he dont want to go out from the box where he stay inside it with his face outside of the box.
my sister told me before he died there was some sound from his mouth and i can imagine how was it.
i hope after this all my cats will always healthy and i hope Prince will rest in peace.
i will always miss my Prince.

geram!

2010-02-10T20:44:00.000-08:00

I CAN'T WAIT TO GO HOME!!!
i'm sure all my cats are missing me...(perasan rtye?)

girlfriends.i love u.fullstop.

2010-02-08T05:02:00.000-08:00

back. mlm nie xtau nape tiba-tiba i miss my girlfriends so much. they always be with me when i need them. they understand me and that's the main reason why i love them so much! syieta, aimi & tqot. u guys are very super duper lovable & caring friends. i love u guys so much. i miss all the moments with u guys. thanx for everything. bila dh abis diz final sem i will miss u guys so damn much! we should hangout one day and have some super duper fun together! once again, i love u guys so much!

MUUUAAAHHHHH!!!!!!!!

pening.boring,boring.pening.

2010-02-08T03:21:00.000-08:00

dah lama x update blog nie. there's so many things nak kena settle kan. tiba-tiba arini rasa nk update blog nie yg sekian lama xdisentuh dan sudah nmpk dgn ketara sarang labah-labah. hehe. ok. let's talk about apa-apa jela kan. erm,my life nowdays ok je. dh x bz mcm dulu. i'm free all the time. eh. eh. xdela all the time. tp free la gak. huh? apa yg ingin disampaikan? entah! haha. last week bz dgn research for final project and alhamdulillah semua dh settle and berjalan dgn lancar. i have so much fun with my group. best! i'm gonna miss all those sweet & sour moments. sem ni my last sem dkt segamat. xsaba nk abis tp mcm syg nk tinggalkan segamat yg byk tinggalkan mcm-mcm kenangan dgn my frens. SYIETA. AIMI. TQOT. I LOVE U GUYS SO MUCH! serious rindu nk gelak-gelak mcm dulu. stay up sama-sama. tido sama-sama. tp yg penting romeo inn telah lakar kenangan manis antara kau dan aku. hahaha. tempat favourite syieta. sem ni mmg agak bz dgn assignments memanjang. sem ni mcm-mcm kenangan dgn my friends and muizz. buat suprise dekat muizz. tp pelakon utama terlebih excited sampai cake xkuar-kuar time muizz sampai. yg kelakar sampai-sampai, aimi and syieta tiba-tiba nyanyi happy birthday kat muizz even cake xde lagi. hahahahahaha. korang memang lawak. wutever it is, alhamdulillah my plan jd. YEAY!! syg kamoo semua!! and.and dat moment x stop mcm tue je. the following week lak, muizz dtg segamat. but his plan xmenjd because of mirul the spoiler. haha. actually mirul xtau bout the suprise and he told me bout muizz. hehe. tp xpe. yg penting ketemu sama muizz and spend time dgn rakan-rakan yg lain. thanx u guys!! erm, boleh x nk stop kat sini dulu? pening lak. later-later kite sambung k. muah! muah!

p/s: i love my boyfie a.k.a raizzoe!

S.P.E.C.I.A.L

2009-11-19T06:34:00.000-08:00

thanx for the flowers and the "recipe"....
i love u more u ever know...
ure so sweet like SUGAR!!

xoxo,
-b-

To Them

2009-11-13T08:55:00.000-08:00

You guys,i'm gonna miss you guys so damn much especially them who is not longer at segamat anymore.

*touching*

deeply from my heart.
i miss u guys.
there's so many memories that i won't forget.

tocheeee....

2009-07-27T09:08:00.000-07:00

yeay,dh ad bb!
boleh on9 24/7..
thanx sista!!
^_^

gelak sama-sama.tidur sama-sama.

2009-07-26T09:33:00.000-07:00

Senang cakap mereka sangat BEST!!
We're like a family.
When i need them,they will always be besides me.
THANX A LOT.
Love u guys!!

bear.bear.

2009-07-26T09:29:00.000-07:00

Gift from kak Farah...
Thanx a lot kak Farah...
I appreciate it so much...
Now my bed fully used by them...
Hahahaha....
Luv ya & Get well soon~~

heart.

2009-07-26T09:13:00.000-07:00

They make my day!
Love them~
(Kak Sara,Syida,Zik,Aina,Me & Eza)
Muah!Muah!

_

2009-06-11T08:39:00.000-07:00

alhamdulillah.

thanx mama for the encouragement.

love u.

bole eyh?

2009-06-11T08:18:00.000-07:00

can i color my hair blonde?
wearing blue contact lense?
and dress up with a very nice dress?

the answer should be.
YES!
one day.

done~

2009-06-11T07:10:00.000-07:00

1.Anda rasa anda hot?
hot la kalo dok berjemur tgh panas yg lagi terik.

2.Upload foto kegemaran anda..
sila scroll kat atas.

3.Mengapa anda suka foto ini?
sbb sekarang sy sedang kelaparan dan terasa mau mkn nacho's.

4.Bila kali terakhir anda makan piza?
lupe.lupe.

5.Lagu terakhir yg anda dengar?
hey ladies.

6.Apa yg anda buat selain menyelesaikan tag ini?
dgr lagu.sms.

7. Selain dari nama sendiri, anda suka dipanggil dengan nama apa?
bunnie.

8.Tag lagi 6 orang
1.syitah.
2.acap.
3.saiyidah.
4.arep.
5.muiz.
6.tiqot.

9.Sape no 1 bagi anda?
kwn yg sy chenta.stay up sama2 mlm2.rhendu.

10.Orang no 3 ade hubungan dgn sape?
dgn bf cyg dia lor.

11.Kata sesuatu berkenaan dgn no 5.
rhendu.

12.No 4..
kwn since part 1.

13.Siape org no 2?
kwn kat segamat.orgnya pemalu.

14.Bagi pesanan kepada org no 6..
rindu nk sebilik lg.

20's

2009-06-11T06:28:00.000-07:00

1. Apakah benda yang paling penting dalam hidup kamu?
*my family.

2. Apakah benda terakhir yang kamu beli dengan wang sendiri?
*baju!

3. Di manakah tempat impian perkahwinan kamu?
*10 stars hotel.haha.

6. Di manakah restoran terakhir kamu makan malam?
*sakura kristal.

7. Namakan buku terakhir yang kamu beli?
*buku digital resource center.

8. Apakah nama penuh kamu? EJA TERBALIK
*Rabbani Soeraya.Inabbar Ayareos.mcm kewl je.haha.

9. Kamu lebih senang dengan ayah atau mak?
*it depends.

10. Namakan seseorang yang ingin kamu jumpa dalam hidup kamu buat pertama kalinya??
*no idea.

11. Sebutkan 8 nama sahabat yang paling rapat dengan kamu?
*my abnormals.primary school frens.secondary school frens.siti.tiqot.syitah.mpp members.zumi.

12. Adakah kamu mencuci pakaian sendiri?
*semestinya menggunakan washing machine.^_^

13. Tempat yang paling seronok yang kamu mahu pergi?
*makkah & madinah.nk pergi lg.

14. Butirkan 5 perkara tentang orang yang tag kamu..
*rindu kamoo.
*syg kamoo.
*ske gila mcd n minum coke.
*muka garang.
*jum g malacca lg!

15. 8 perkara yang amat saya gilai?
*chili's lamb shoulder
*dress.
*shopping.
*accessories.
*handbags.
*wedges.
*jeruk betik.
*tomyam.

16. Pelukan atau ciuman?
*both!huhu.

17. 8 perkataan yang sering diucapkan? (kalau marah kat sapa2 ahh)
*arghhhh.jd hulk trus.haha.

18. 8 buah buku yang paling baru dibaca
*2 je.dewey.tun mahathir's blog.

19. 8 lagu yang saya boleh dengar berulang kali??
*hey ladies.not fair.camelia.shape of my heart.love story.

20. Mari men’TAG’ 8 orang lain…
*syitah.acap.saiyidah.arep.muiz.lg 3 kamu la tue yg xde nama...

shape of my heart.

2009-06-07T07:40:00.000-07:00

where are you?

-TADAA-

2009-05-18T10:50:00.000-07:00

The rules are:1. Choose at least five pictures which taken when you was a little boy/girl.

2. Describe the pictures.

part 2 kot?me with ayip when we're bored in the class.

after spm hangout at klcc with my sis and my other frens..huhu

confirm part 1 with miss aimi at dst...*click click*

with hakim...hahaha...either part 1 or part 2...

with my aunty...family reunion...17 years old..lalalalala

can u guys who read my blog do this thing?
puh-lizzz...
*weee*

dalam kepala.

2009-05-18T08:59:00.000-07:00

what's wrong?
itulah persoalan yg bermain dlam kepala sekarang..
nape tiba2 diam?
nape benda tue jd lagi?
serik la...
at least say sumthing and i will understand...
bknnya trus diam mcm tue...
u said dat ure matured enough ryte?
ntahla...susah nk paham...
idk what u want actually...
i thought ure different but...
btw,glad to know u..
c u soon...
owh,maybe i shouldn't say c u soon..

-end-

past.

2009-05-15T09:02:00.000-07:00

Tomorrow is a mystery.
But do we really know a great deal more about the past?

pasal dia.

2009-05-06T03:56:00.000-07:00

diz is syitah.
nk cite pasal dier arini.
i knew her since i was in part 1.
duduk 1 wing.
she is very funny person.(sungguh!)
she always there for me when i need her.
sem ini dpt blik dpn blik dier.
blik dier selalu menjadi persinggahan saya dan tiqot if kteorg boring.
ade je cerita nk diborakkan.
she is a secret investigator.(hahaha)
kalo nk stay up dierla yg akan menjadi peneman setia.(two thumbs up!)
we laugh together,we cry together.
we share a lot of things together.
syg dier sgt2!
thanx coz such a wonderful fren to me.
^_^

bunnie:friendship never ends.

saya tak takut tinggi.^_^

2009-05-06T02:28:00.000-07:00

kak farah cyg, eza cyg, eton cyg & bunnie cyg...hehe

kak farah cyg, eton cyg & bunnie cyg...

me with mr.azri...

____________________________________________________________________

the time we went out togeher and not to think about mpp for a while.
we have a lot of fun.
watch movie.
playing games.
10 bucks for menara taming sari (lalalala).
went to the beach.
chatting.
laughing.
miss those moments.
thanx guys!
mwahx!!

bunnie:i'm happy to have u guys in my life.

my jantung pisangku.

2009-05-06T02:23:00.000-07:00

diz is my boyfriend...
his name is bobo...
I LOVE HIM VERY MUCH!

bunnie:thanx.

sengaja atau tidak sengaja?

2009-04-30T22:53:00.000-07:00

actually bukan sengaja...
just ntahla...
maybe because u've changed?

bunnie:yg dulu lg best.

u make my day.

2009-04-29T00:51:00.000-07:00

disebabkan bosan sambil menunggu paper yg bakal tiba,kami iaitu saya,tiqot,syitah n nurul telah membuat kata sepakat utk membawa diri seketika ke melaka!huhu...gle skema ayat...actually kteorg plan nk tgk coming soon...cte tue not bad n not bad la!hehehe...lpas abis muvee kteorg jln2 jap b4 blk segamat...ape yg telah sy beli?

1-cover hp (at last!)
2-sourvenirs for my frens kat segamat (cehh,mcm g jauh lak kan?)
3-big apple (mengidam..yummy!)

dan sekali lagi disebabkan ketiadaan duit yg byk kerana harus belajar berjimat-cermat,tiada sebarang baju atau kasut yang dibeli...hancur hatiku...tp xpe!next time saya mau shopping puas2!!

bunnie:kawan-kawan,nanti kte g jln2 lagi taw!

love u.

2009-04-28T22:46:00.001-07:00

kawan-kawan...thanx coz slalu buat saya happy and tergelak-gelak mcm org xbetul tanpa tahu ape itu bosan.....
thanx coz help me when i need ur help....hopefully next sem our relationship will be like this eventhough we have to stay separately...xsuke...wuteva it is,LOVE U GUYS!!

perasaan.

2009-04-28T22:46:00.000-07:00

kamu sudah berubah.serious.
xtahu kenapa.
harap kamu bahagia.
terima kasih.

bunnie:mula-mula je best.

my word.

2009-04-28T22:45:00.001-07:00

Can u just leave me alone?Napela susah sgt nk paham bahasa?U promised me u won't disturb me again ryte?But nape xboleh nk ingat semua tue ye?RIMAS tau x!Xpyhla nk suruh ur fren call me and tanya soalan yg ntah paper..My number bkn utk dilelong kat org lain..Do respect me k?

Owh,lg satu..I dont even have any feeling towards u and please tolong paham...Or nk kna ckp melayu?Aku xpernah suke and ade perasaan dkt engkau...PAHAM EYH?

Hope paham and jgn wat sampai perasaan yang rimas nie dh jadi menyampah!

PC Maintenance II : How to delete temporary files from your computer

2009-04-02T21:27:00.000-07:00

Deleting the temporary files from your computer can help keep it running smoothly as well as speeding your computer up. Temporary files are created on your PC for numerous reasons, including when you browse the internet, install programs, and by the operating system itself during normal use. In this tutorial we show you how to use the Disk Cleanup utility that comes as part of the Windows 98/Millennium and XP/2000 versions of the Windows operating system to remove the files.

Delete temporary files with the Disk Cleanup Utility

To open the Disk Cleanup utility:

click on the START
then either PROGRAMS (WIN 98/2000/Millennium) or ALL PROGRAMS (WINDOWS XP)
then hover over ACCESSORIES, SYSTEM TOOLS and then click on DISK CLEANUP

(NON-XP users may be prompted to select the drive that you wish to cleanup. In most cases it will be the C: drive that you need to select)

You will then see the following dialogue box appear:
Once the utility has finished analyzing your hard drive the following screen will appear:
Tick the boxes of all the different types of temporary files that you would like to cleanup. In most cases you would tick all of the boxes, you can view the associated files by clicking the VIEW FILES button..

When you have finished with your selections, click the OK button.

You will then see a dialogue box similar to that shown below:

Once the dialogue box has closed your temporary files have been removed.

*credit to http://www.helpwithpcs.com/maintenance/deleting-temporary-files.html

My 2nd Time of BTN

2009-03-08T01:47:00.000-08:00

it was saturday and i thought of going to malacca but i HAVE TO attend BTN eventhough i've been to BTN before this...*sigh*...but it's ok...there's a lot of knowledge and information i get from BTN...am i???hahahaha...check it out what am i doing when BTN get started...lalalalalala~~

click click time!!hehe...dats what i love to do when i cannot get fully concentration from the program...dats not my mistake.....the speaker has to know how to tackle me...haha

tadaaa~~this is my beloved roomate,tiqot!!there's been already 1 year i got the same room with her...she's such a nice gal and always inform me whatever things that i did not know...she also always bring me my fav sambal ikan bilis...yummy!!whatever it is,frens 4ever k!!mwahx!

this is aimi....she's da one dat always be with me when i need her...thanx for everything my fren...btw,nowadays she's bz with her new job...exco for her society...huhuhu...congrates and well done and hope u will enjoy it!!heart u!!

there's 1 more person dat i didnt have a picture with her...her name is syitah....she is my neighbourhood....hahaha....she's a nice gal and always help me when i need her help...thanx akak syitah...(sorry kak xde picture)

soeraya:F.R.I.E.N.D.S....love love!!

KPO ^_^

2009-03-08T00:38:00.000-08:00

dh lama i want to upload those pictures time kat kpo...so,today i would like to share with u guys because i don't know what can i do for this moment...enjoy it...

soeraya:miss the moment with u guys.mwahx!

mom,dad...don't worry.

2009-03-07T07:17:00.000-08:00

when i arrived KL on thursday night,my parents waiting for me in the car and i went inside the car and sit near kak muda..my dad asked me how's mpp...i've said everything was ok just i'm a bit tired with those things that i need to do and i told them about our next activities after holidays...those activities need me not to attend the class but with the REASON...don't get me wrong...after that,my dad asked me..."So,how's ur class?"...and i answered him..."U don't have to worry coz for now i candle handle it and i won't forget about my studies...Just trust me dad"...There's no respond from him anymore...

after that,we arrived home...oh,god...how i miss my home so much!!after i hugged and kissed all my cats,i went to my room to take my bath,change the clothes and pray...after that,i went downstairs to watch tv with my mom and kak muda...while watching tv,i told my mom about all things that happened in uitm and not to forget about mpp....again,my mom asked me..."Ure bz with the activities and how about ur class and studies?...as usual,i answered..."Mom,don't worry...alhamdulillah my course not so tough like other courses....Insyallah,i won't ever forget about my studies coz i've promised u guys before this"...My mom just smiled and we continued watching tv.....

around 11 sumthing,i went to my room...in my room i realized that my parents are so worried since i became student representative council....i know that i'm bz with all mpp things but i always set in my mind NOT TO FORGET MY STUDIES....i don't want to hurt my parents's feelings....Mom,Dad...u just have to trust me and i need u guys to support me....I LOVE U BOTH...

soeraya:whatever it is,studies are more important..we have to know how to balance it...

why?

2009-03-07T07:08:00.000-08:00

*why i need to go back to segamat?

soeraya:i don't want.=(

hati yang memberontak inginkan pelepasan.

2009-03-04T08:10:00.000-08:00

hahahha....

title xde kna mengena dgn pe nk bgtau....lalalalalala....
actually xsaba coz......
esok nk blk umah!!!!!!!!!
miss my parents!!!!
hopefully dpgt hangout dgn kwn2 utk release segala jenis tension yg ada dlm diri....
hahahahhaha....
xsaba.................!!!!!

soeraya:masa,masa.....cptla menunjukkan jarummu ke angka 5.30...^_^

WiMax

2009-02-24T12:55:00.000-08:00

WiMax technology with its considerable claims is pitched against HSPA – an upgrade on existing 3G CDMA based infrastructure. This has resulted in creation of two camps, each one trying to outdo the other with claims and counterclaims. For the policy makers and regulators, not to speak of the users, such a debate creates a clouding up of the environment and unless carefully sifted, all the information floated around could lead to wrong decisions. This article attempts a dispassionate examination of the two technologies and their claims based on information available in the literature.

THE REAL KEY
The real key to the growth of the capabilities of WiMax has been the use of OFDM and MIMO technologies. Broadband wireless access (BWA) is characterized by a variety of applications, several of which are frequency hogging in nature. A key element in the implementation of such applications is the spectral efficiency of the multiplexing and multiple access techniques. Orthogonal frequency division multiplexing (OFDM) is known to be spectrally efficient under harsh propagation conditions. Sending the message at a slow rate so that the fast fading time duration is smaller than the bit duration minimizes multi-path propagation problems. To achieve high bit rate, the frequency carrier is sub-divided into a large number of sub-carriers and these are later on recombined at the receiver to recover the high bit rate signal.

Distortions or corruption of signal are of a limited nature, which can be corrected by using error correction techniques. For providing access to multiple customers, each customer can be allocated different sub-channels. The signals for each customer can be combined at the receiver to get high bit rates. This arrangement of assigning different sub-carriers to different customers and delivering the combined signal of different sub-carriers to individual customers constitutes OFDMA. These alone are however not adequate for cost effective BWA with mobility. Multi-input and multi-output (MIMO) based antenna systems have been successfully used to mitigate this problem and, in fact, their use has become an essential requirement for realizing the type of spectral efficiencies demanded of such systems.

TECH TECHNIQUES
As a consequence of the use of these techniques, WiMax achieves impressive results. However, WiMax is not the only technology which uses these techniques. Other technologies, which constitute the growth path for 3G systems towards 4G, also use or propose to use these or some of these techniques. The identified approach for long term evolution (LTE) version of the 3G technology is also based on these techniques. The difference possibly is in terms of time frame for the availability of these ultra broadband solutions. In the mean time, the results reported for CDMA based 3G upgrades through software, viz HSPA (high speed packet access) are also impressive. A major advantage that HSPA possesses despite somewhat lower speeds is that both systems and terminals are already available, ie the performance achieved has already gone through the rigors of development and commercialization while for WiMax it is still a promise. In particular, the full mobility and soft hand-off in WiMax are yet to reach levels which can be considered commercially significant. This is an important consideration for an operator who has to choose between a system available now and get a first mover advantage in the BWA arena and a system which may become available two years down the line but possibly with higher data speeds.

What is equally important is that high throughput has to be available over large distances. A variety of figures have been quoted in the literature for WiMax capabilities. The claims of 70Mbps for 70 kms by WiMax proponents are coming up for questioning. It is not that both the parameters are being achieved simultaneously, ie 70Mbps data rate and distance of 70 kms. Interference and noise do not permit this at least under the types of transmitted powers which are being quoted for WiMax systems. In a multiple user environment, individual user rates are necessarily much lower.

COST ADVANTAGES
WiMax proponents claim cost advantages due to the use of the approach of standards based equipment, unlicensed frequency bands and ability to have larger coverage. Lower equipment costs are feasible considering that WiMax standards are being adopted from the word go leading to the availability of multi vendor supplies. Off-the-shelf components are also being used. However, this advantage is of a limited nature since equipment costs constitute only 15-20% of the total installed system costs. The main cost contributor is the infrastructure. Use of unlicensed bands necessarily limits the coverage because high transmit power is not possible due to interference considerations with a large and uncontrolled number of users of other equipments such as microwave ovens, etc in such bands. These equipments could also interfere into WiMax systems. Besides, large coverage is also not demonstrated in high bit rate situations. A small range per BTS implies the need to use a larger number of base stations, which in turn implies a much greater cost of infrastructure. In locations where 3G services have already been provided, HSPA upgrade may offer cheaper BWA solution.

COST CONSIDERATION
The cost for an operator to introduce a new technology is important but its acceptability by the users is equally essential. For this reason the entry cost, which includes the cost of hand held device, is important. In the first place, the generally held view is that hand held WiMax devices are not likely to be available before 2008-09. Secondly, as a newcomer the initial numbers will be quite small and the amortization of R&D costs will make these devices expensive despite advanced chips being made available by a number of suppliers. On the other hand HSPA hand held devices are already available and therefore enjoy quantity advantage. While choosing a technology, there is another equally important consideration for the operators with regard to the customer devices particularly for the higher end and multiple service using customers.

Convergence in devices is progressing rapidly. It implies that hand held devices such as mobile phones are growing in intelligence and storage capacities to the extent that they are able to mimic laptops besides the usual complement of high quality video, high pixel camera, music, etc. There is now a clear trend to provide built-in interfaces in the personal devices while the shrinking size of the devices makes it hard to incorporate all protocols. The growth of interest in nomadic and mobile use of the Internet is evident from the fact that WiFi interface is now a near standard in laptops and most high end mobiles. It can be anticipated that this interest will spread to broadband also. The question before the operators will be whether the laptop as terminals will adequately meet the requirements of the customers or the demand will be strongly for full mobility with hand held mobile terminals. An operator's perception of the nature of demand at this point of time will determine the acceptability of WiMax or HSPA systems.

GEOGRAPHICAL SPREAD
HSPA proponents claim that since worldwide 3G systems have been installed in fairly large numbers, their infrastructure cost will be much less. This may be the case in several developed countries. It is interesting to examine what the situation in India will be with neither 3G systems installed nor the infrastructure for even 2G systems having achieved wide geographical spread in the rural areas. It has been pointed out time and again that the demand in the rural areas of our country is more data centric than voice centric even though data services alone do not produce a business case. Since a large number of future customers of mobile services have to come from non urban areas, a mobile service which can cater to both voice and data services at a reasonably low cost is required.

OPTIONS AVAILABLE
The time lead that HSPA enjoys over WiMax could be an important factor here since the provisioning of services to rural areas of India cannot wait and the operators are already going ahead with plans to provide 2G/2.5G type services in these areas, ie these operators will have the physical infrastructure in position. If they find that a business case can be built up for providing data services, they are not likely to wait and will proceed with the use of HSPA. This is of course subject to the government allowing the 3G services and making necessary spectrum available well in time. So far as the urban areas are concerned, there are several options available. These include fixed WiMax (802.16d), ADSL 2+, Optic fibre links, etc. However, if the demand in urban areas for BWA along with mobility develops in a year or so, operators will have to take a call between WiMax (802.16e) and HSPA.

PRACTICAL FACT
A practical fact of importance is that by the time these systems are introduced, a huge infrastructure of legacy network for access will already exist in most countries. The newer systems will necessarily be under pressure for providing backward compatibility otherwise the service offered by them will become somewhat less attractive because of it being an island like service forcing users to carry two sets of personal devices. Backward compatibility will be very important and for a country like India, it will have to extend right up to 2G systems. On this count it is believed that time frame wise, HSPA solution may score over WiMax.

SUBSTANTIAL IMPACT
Finally, policies and regulations could have a substantial impact on the choice of a given technology. As discussed above, for most situations (barring fixed operations) in the immediate time frame HSPA seems to be having an edge. The manner and the time frame in which LTE evolves and how WiMax developments proceed will determine the relative future standing of these two technologies. The correct policy approach would appear to be the enabling approach, ie policies and regulations should be technology agnostic providing opportunities for both to achieve their maximum potential. Harmonized frequency spectrum should be made available to the maximum extent. Thereafter, market will be able to choose the appropriate technology for a given application and geographic area.

bila boleh makbul?

2009-02-24T12:22:00.000-08:00

it's already 4.30 a.m. and i can't sleep....arghhh!!!btw,i've just finished one of my assignment....yeay!!!but,i'm bored rite now....suddenly,there's sumthing in my mind......
what is it?????

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TADAAA~~~~~~
SUSHI!!!

soeraya:hopefully sunday nie free...lalalalala

sorry+rindu.

2009-02-16T00:19:00.000-08:00

sorry for all my frens coz i'm too busy to update my blog because of some reasons..

i'll try to update my blog when i'm free juz for all my frens!!

soeraya:rhendu shah alam.

wonderful day.

2009-02-07T07:14:00.000-08:00

today is a wonderful day.
i really really happy.
thanx to those who makes my day.
mwahx!mwahx!mwahx!
i already miss the moment. =(

soeraya:can i get back that moment?

kerinduanmelanda.

2009-01-28T08:08:00.000-08:00

rhendu ade budak kat bilik 243 dgn 322....

soeraya:putaran masa amat bermakna.

.hari membeli ayam.

2009-01-26T03:14:00.000-08:00

hari yang bosan.
jd,kami ke giant membeli ayam..yes,ayam~
tp,bkn utk one family mkn..but utk kucing2 kesayangan..
sedang mama n kak muda memilih ayam,saya n nabila mengisi masa lapang dgn sesi mari bergambar berlatar belakangkan ayam..huhuhu...
yes,mmg kami xde keje..lalalala...

soeraya:pasni kte g bli limau plak k?

thanks.

2009-01-25T08:14:00.000-08:00

i would like to say THANKS to everyone that voted for me.
i really really really appreciate all of your votes.

soeraya:.sayang semua.sungguh!

faces of me.

2009-01-24T07:29:00.000-08:00

this is me!
pelbagai rupa.
mula la menilai.

soeraya:waktu bosan lebih ceria jika diisi dgn sesi bergambar.

Friend.

2009-01-24T04:05:00.000-08:00

"A friend is one who walks in when others walk out"

-Walter Winchell

*credit to http://www.friendship.com.au

Security Book

2009-01-24T01:32:00.000-08:00

Description:

In this authoritative book, widely respected practitioner and teacher Matt Bishop presents a clear and useful introduction to the art and science of information security. Bishop's insights and realistic examples will help any practitioner or student understand the crucial links between security theory and the day-to-day security challenges of IT environments.

Bishop explains the fundamentals of security: the different types of widely used policies, the mechanisms that implement these policies, the principles underlying both policies and mechanisms, and how attackers can subvert these tools--as well as how to defend against attackers. A practicum demonstrates how to apply these ideas and mechanisms to a realistic company.

Coverage includes

Confidentiality, integrity, and availability
Operational issues, cost-benefit and risk analyses, legal and human factors
Planning and implementing effective access control
Defining security, confidentiality, and integrity policies
Using cryptography and public-key systems, and recognizing their limits
Understanding and using authentication: from passwords to biometrics
Security design principles: least-privilege, fail-safe defaults, open design, economy of mechanism, and more
Controlling information flow through systems and networks
Assuring security throughout the system lifecycle
Malicious logic: Trojan horses, viruses, boot sector and executable infectors, rabbits, bacteria, logic bombs--and defenses against them
Vulnerability analysis, penetration studies, auditing, and intrusion detection and prevention
Applying security principles to networks, systems, users, and programs

Introduction to Computer Security is adapted from Bishop's comprehensive and widely praised book, Computer Security: Art and Science. This shorter version of the original work omits much mathematical formalism, making it more accessible for professionals and students who have a less formal mathematical background, or for readers with a more practical than theoretical.

Back Cover:

Contents

Preface.

Goals.

Philosophy.

Organization.

Differences Between this Book and Computer Security: Art and Science.

Special Acknowledgment.

Acknowledgments.

1. An Overview of Computer Security.

The Basic Components.

Threats.

Policy and Mechanism.

Assumptions and Trust.

Assurance.

Operational Issues.

Human Issues.

Tying It All Together.

Summary.

Further Reading.

Exercises.

2. Access Control Matrix.

Protection State.

Access Control Matrix Model.

Protection State Transitions.

Conditional Commands.

Summary.

Further Reading.

Exercises.

3. Foundational Results.

The General Question.

Basic Results.

Summary.

Further Reading.

Exercises.

4. Security Policies.

Security Policies.

Types of Security Policies.

The Role of Trust.

Types of Access Control.

Example: Academic Computer Security Policy.

Summary.

Further Reading.

Exercises.

5. Confidentiality Policies.

Goals of Confidentiality Policies.

The Bell-LaPadula Model.

Summary.

Further Reading.

Exercises.

6. Integrity Policies.

Goals.

Biba Integrity Model.

Clark-Wilson Integrity Model.

Summary.

Further Reading.

Exercises.

7. Hybrid Policies.

Chinese Wall Model.

Bell-LaPadula and Chinese Wall Models.

Clinical Information Systems Security Policy.

Originator Controlled Access Control.

Role-Based Access Control.

Summary.

Further Reading.

Exercises.

8. Basic Cryptography.

What Is Cryptography?

Classical Cryptosystems.

Public Key Cryptography.

Cryptographic Checksums.

Summary.

Further Reading.

Exercises.

9. Key Management.

Session and Interchange Keys.

Key Exchange.

Cryptographic Key Infrastructures.

Storing and Revoking Keys.

Digital Signatures.

Summary.

Further Reading.

Exercises.

10. Cipher Techniques.

Problems.

Stream and Block Ciphers.

Networks and Cryptography.

Example Protocols.

Summary.

Further Reading.

Exercises.

11. Authentication.

Authentication Basics.

Passwords.

Challenge-Response.

Biometrics.

Location.

Multiple Methods.

Summary.

Further Reading.

Exercises.

12. Design Principles.

Overview.

Design Principles.

Summary.

Further Reading.

Exercises.

13. Representing Identity.

What Is Identity?

Files and Objects.

Users.

Groups and Roles.

Naming and Certificates.

Identity on the Web.

Summary.

Further Reading.

Exercises.

14. Access Control Mechanisms.

Access Control Lists.

Capabilities.

Locks and Keys.

Ring-Based Access Control.

Propagated Access Control Lists.

Summary.

Further Reading.

Exercises.

15. Information Flow.

Basics and Background.

Compiler-Based Mechanisms.

Execution-Based Mechanisms.

Example Information Flow Controls.

Summary.

Further Reading.

Exercises.

16. Confinement Problem.

The Confinement Problem.

Isolation.

Covert Channels.

Summary.

Further Reading.

Exercises.

17. Introduction to Assurance.

Assurance and Trust.

Building Secure and Trusted Systems.

Building Security In or Adding Security Later.

Summary.

Further Reading.

Exercises.

18. Evaluating Systems.

Goals of Formal Evaluation.

TCSEC: 19831999.

FIPS 140: 1994Present.

The Common Criteria: 1998Present.

SSE-CMM: 1997Present.

Summary.

Further Reading.

Exercises.

19. Malicious Logic.

Introduction.

Trojan Horses.

Computer Viruses.

Computer Worms.

Other Forms of Malicious Logic.

Defenses.

Summary.

Further Reading.

Exercises.

20. Vulnerability Analysis.

Introduction.

Penetration Studies.

Vulnerability Classification.

Frameworks.

Summary.

Further Reading.

Exercises.

21. Auditing.

Definitions.

Anatomy of an Auditing System.

Designing an Auditing System.

A Posteriori Design.

Auditing Mechanisms.

Examples: Auditing File Systems.

Audit Browsing.

Summary.

Further Reading.

Exercises.

22. Intrusion Detection.

Principles.

Basic Intrusion Detection.

Models.

Architecture.

Organization of Intrusion Detection Systems.

Intrusion Response.

Summary.

Further Reading.

Exercises.

24. System Security.

Introduction.

Policy.

Networks.

Users.

Authentication.

Processes.

Files.

Retrospective.

Summary.

Further Reading.

Exercises.

25. User Security.

Policy.

Access.

Files and Devices.

Processes.

Electronic Communications.

Summary.

Further Reading.

Exercises.

26. Program Security.

Introduction.

Requirements and Policy.

Design.

Refinement and Implementation.

Common Security-Related Programming Problems.

Testing, Maintenance, and Operation.

Distribution.

Conclusion.

Summary.

Further Reading.

Exercises.

27. Lattices.

Basics.

Lattices.

Exercises.

28. The Extended Euclidean Algorithm.

The Euclidean Algorithm.

The Extended Euclidean Algorithm.

Solving ax mod n = 1.

Solving ax mod n = b.

Exercises.

29. Virtual Machines.

Virtual Machine Structure.

Virtual Machine Monitor.

Exercises.

Bibliography.

Index.

Features:

An excellent, beautifully written introduction to the subject of computer security--by a master teacher and practitioner.

° An introduction to the science and challenges of computer security, useful as either a self-teaching tool or a classroom text.

° Trimmed down and less expensive version of Bishop's definitive work on computer security, with more mathematical and advanced sections removed.

° A well-known security expert and educator, Bishop's command over the subject is tremendous.

Author:

Matt Bishop is a professor in the Department of Computer Science at the University of California at Davis. A recognized expert in vulnerability analysis, secure systems/software design, network security, access control, authentication, and UNIX security, Bishop also works to improve computer security instruction.

Operating Systems Book

2009-01-24T01:17:00.000-08:00

Description:
Modern software systems rely on the concepts of concurrency, modularity and distribution, both within the design of the operating system and those systems that it supports. Underlying this book is the premise that distributed systems are now commonplace and a reader is more likely to be using one than a centralized time-sharing system. This modern approach therefore avoids the focus on centralized systems, instead placing the operating system within its context and providing an overview of system components and their relationships.The book is divided into four parts:
System Design, covering the basic operating system functions and describing the abstraction and implementation of a system as a community of (possibly distributed) concurrent processes. Distributed systems are introduced and a chapter on system security is included.
Concurrency Control in Main Memory, focusing on concurrency control in operating systems and application-level systems and exploring inter-process communication (IPC) in the context of (distributed) system design.
Transactions, demonstrating the general applicability of concurrent composite operations.
Case Studies, considering different systems in the light of the perspective developed in the book: Classical UNIX; Linux, Solaris and Contemporary Unix; Extensible Systems; Windows 2000; Web Programming; Middleware; and Transaction Processing Systems.The Java language has been used throughout to illustrate object-oriented concepts, concurrent algorithms and distributed programming and the book includes a chapter on system security. The case studies, covering a full suite of professional operating systems, enable the course to be taught as a blend of theory and practice, so that on completion of the course a student is able to adapt and build real operating systems that function within a distributed environment.

Contents:
1 Introduction: Examples and requirements
PART 1 BACKGROUND AND FUNDAMENTALS
2 System structure and dynamic execution
3 The hardware interface, I/O and communications
4 Support for processes and threads
5 Fundamentals of distributed systems
6 Memory management
7 File management
8 Security
PART II SINGLE CONCURRENT ACTIONS
9 System structure
10 Low-level synchronization primitives: Implementation
11 Low-level primitives: Use in systems and languages
12 Language primitives for shared memory
13 IPC and system structure
14 IPC without shared memory
15 Crash resilience and persistent data
16 Distributed IPC
PART III CONCURRENT COMPOSITE ACTIONS
17 Decomposable abstract operations
18 Resource allocation and deadlock
19 Transactions
20 Concurrency control
21 Recovery
22 Distributed transaction
23 Distributed computations
PART IV CASE STUDIES
24 Unix and Linux
25 NT and Windows 2000
26 Extensible Operating Systems
27 Middleware
28 Transaction processing monitors and systems
Appendix: Evolution of computer systems
A.1 Introduction, technological and commercial context
A.2 Operating systems and distributed operating systems
A.2.1 Multiprogramming batch
A.2.2 Centralized time-sharing (interactive) systems
A.2.3 Workstations and personal computers
A.3 Middleware
A.3.1 Distributed programming, communications and services
A.3.2 Mobile and ubiquitous computing
A.4 Databases
Bibliography
Glossary
Author index
Subject index

Features:

Incorporates Java throughout the book to illustrate concurrent algorithms, object-oriented concepts and distributed programming.
Covers the latest developments in OS theory and practice.
OS case studies in Unix, Linux, Windows 2000/NT, JVM.
Integrated approach to database and distributed system design.
Objects, concurrency and transactions are unifying themes.
Case studies on Web services, Middleware and Transaction Processing.
Appendix on historical evolution of systems.
Exercises in each chapter, coupled with more challenging projects.
Browsable or downloadable Instructor’s Guide has teaching hints, exercise solutions and exam questions

Author:

Jean Bacon is Lecturer in Computer Science at the University of Cambridge and a Fellow of Jesus College. She teaches operating systems, distributed systems and computer architecture, with her research in the area of distributed systems for which Cambridge is a centre of excellence.

Tim Harris is Lecturer in Computer Science at the University of Cambridge and a Fellow of Churchill College. He recently received his doctorate on extensible operating systems.

*credit to http://www.pearsoned.co.uk/

soeraya:a lot of information and knowledge.

gembira+happy=gempy!

2009-01-24T00:47:00.000-08:00

i'm home!
i miss everyone & everything here....
but i'm kinda miss segamat...

soeraya:rasa nk loncat-loncat.

can i?

2009-01-22T23:14:00.000-08:00

i want this one.
i really really want it.
for me,it's kewl.
i want it now!!!!

soeraya:tunggu masa itu tiba.kena byk bersabar.

Ayat Cinta

2009-01-22T23:03:00.001-08:00

Sabda Rasulullah SAW:

Barangsiapa yang hafal dan mengamalkan tujuh kalimah ini akan dimuliakan oleh Allah dan malaikat dan akan diampuni dosa-dosanya walau sebanyak buih di lautan..

1.Bismillahhirrahmannirrahim :pada tiap-tiap hendak melakukan sesuatu.

2.Alhamdulliah :pada tiap-tiap habis melakukan sesuatu.

3. Astagfirrullah:jika tersilap mengatakan sesuatu yang buruk.

4.Insyaallah:jika ingin muelakukan sesuatu pada masa akan datang.

5.Lahaulawalaquataillahbillah:bila tidak dapat melakukan sesuatu yang agak berat atau melihat sesuatu yang buruk.

6.Innalillah:jika menghadapi musibah atau melihat kematian.

7.Laailaahaillallah:bacalah sepanjang siang dan malam sebanyak-banyaknya.amalkanlah selalu moga-moga kita tergolong dikalangan orang yang terpilih oleh Allah.

Sabda Rasulullah SAW siapa yang menyampaikan satu ilmu dan orang yang mengamalkannya maka dia akan beroleh pahala walaupun sudah tiada....

*credit to isuhangat.blogspot.com

yee-HAA!!

2009-01-22T21:36:00.000-08:00

yit's already 1.37 p.m..
there's another 4 hours i'm goin back to my home sweet home but i didnt pack anything yet...HAHAHA...
rasa mcm dh lama gler x blk..actually xdela gler sgt..
i miss everything in KL...yes,everything!
there's many thing i need to do n buy...papa,get ready the money ok?huhuhu...
btw,c u in KL!!! ;)

soeraya:rumah,rumah,tunggu saya ok?

malam mari bergambar

2009-01-22T11:37:00.000-08:00

malam mari bergambar!
dh lama x bergambar dgn Aimi & Syitah....
mmg best mlm tue dgn gelak x stop...hahaha
bergambar sambil menikmati keindahan segamat..

soeraya:syg korang LEBIH!!!!!

dia?

2009-01-22T10:28:00.000-08:00

dia selalu wat aku happy.dia selalu wat aku senyum.dia slalu ceriakan hari aku.
thanx sgt.
hope it will last forever.
amin.
^_^

Wanita Yang Kau Pilih

2009-01-22T10:23:00.000-08:00

Malam selalu panjang
Di waktu aku merindukanmu
Kau bisa menjaga aku
Hingga diriku merasa teduh

Aku seperti kamu
Menginginkan dan memerlukanmu
Karena kita tak mampu
Untuk selalu pergi menjauh

Kau jadikan aku ini
Wanita yang kau pilih
Untuk jadi kekasihmu
Dan kau pun tlah aku minta
Setia sepertiku
Hingga waktunya tiba

Aku percaya penuh
Kau kan buatku bahagia
Karna cinta tercipta
Datangnya dari dalam hatiku

Kau jadikan aku ini
Wanita yang kau pilih
Untuk jadi kekasihmu
Dan kau pun tlah aku minta

Setia sepertiku
Hingga waktunya tiba

.Meow Meow.

2009-01-22T04:08:00.000-08:00

This is Nemo...I love her eyes coz her eyes colour are blue...Dia sgt manja...Keje die mkn n then tdo kat kerusi favourite dia...Atas bantal plak tue...Sgt demand!Hahaha...Mama jumpe Nemo kat kedai mkn...Nemo ikut mama g kat kete n mama ckp mama amik bwk blk coz die comel dgn mata biru...Dia sgt suke n kteorg akan pkai loceng utk dia coz sng skit nk cari bila bunyi loceng dia...Dh 3 thn kot Nemo dgn kteorg....Kucing ini sgt demand kalo bab mknn...Sanggup xmkn...Mcm2...
Haa!Nie plak Cotton..Or we used to call him "Gebok"...Huhuhu....Cotton nie bli kat Bandung...Papa n mama bli 3 ekor...Cotton,Prince n Pinky...Cotton nie jantan but eventhough dia jantan,dia sgt manja...Dalam byk2 org kat umah,dia paling manja dgn papa...Dia sgt kuat mkn...Mknn dlm bekas akan sentiasa dihabiskan olehnya...Geram r kat die!!
Nie Prince...His voice xsegarau Cotton..Suara dia mcm kucing betina...Hehehe....Tp die nie ske wat hal sendiri...Ske menjelajah dlam umah drpd mkn...Ntah ape dia dok nk cari n tgk..Huhu....
This one nama dia Pinky...Pinky nie sgt lembut...Al maklum la,betina...Tp,die ske cari pasal dgn Meng...She will always follow Meng whenever Meng go...Patu die tampar...Ske cari pasal...Yg kelakarnya,lpas die tampar boleh plak die wat muke selambar dgn perasaan yg xbersalah..Haahaa...
Niela Meng yang slalu dibuli oleh Pinky...Meng nie my sis,Nabila bwk blk from UPM...Meng nie manja n sgt suka mkn ayam rebus...So everyday mama will rebus the chicken for her and then barula die tdo...Dia nie ske mkn roti n slalu curi roti kat dapur...Coloir bulu die mcm Nemo...Yg bezanya just warna mata...
This is da one that i really missed...Comander...Comander dh ilang....xtau mn dier g n xtau whether die still idop or mati...Dia ilang 1 day b4 my family nk g vacation....Sedihla gak...Sgt ske die coz die manja n slalu msk in my room n tdo atas katil...I used to call her "Tough" coz bdn dier tough...Haa~Nape nama die Comander?Coz tyme dier kecik,bila lapa dier ske meow n bile die meow semua kucing berkumpul kat dier...Hahaha...Kelakar n I MISS HIM...=(

soeraya:rhendu all my cats!^_^

k.e.s.e.j.u.k.a.n.

2009-01-19T09:51:00.000-08:00

sekarang mlm2 dh jd sejuk.sejuknya mengalahkan air cond di library (betul la!). tp best sejuk2 nie.cuma yg xbestnya atap kat wing nie bocor.banjir di separuh jln di wing.cian bilik yg dimasuki air.ceh,mcm sari berita utama.mmg patut kna renovate pon.uzur dan usang.kesian.kepada bilik2 yg dimasuki air, harap bersabar.anggap jela ini adalah satu dugaan.

soeraya:mungkin kte perlu wat gotong-royong?

gorgeous picture.

2009-01-16T21:13:00.000-08:00

i think i love this pic..hahaha...kwn2 ckp mukaku seperti pelakon dlm scooby doo...hahaha...comel kan?XPON!(mengaku dgn muka yg angkuh)

soeraya:jum potong rambut mcm nie?lalalalala.....

what is SOMBONG?

2009-01-16T09:16:00.000-08:00

ke hadapan semua orang,

aku mmg xphm dgn semua org..kalo aku xsenyum,dikatakan sombong and if aku senyum and sengih2 mrh lak and ckp nk mengedik2...HELLO!WAKE UP LA...b4 nk ckp aku sombong,tolongla phm btol makna SOMBONG tue...xpyhla nk sedap mulut ckp aku sombong...aku mmg xsenyum dgn org yg aku xbape rapat dgn aku melainkan hari tue HARI SENYUM SEDUNIA yg dianjurkan sendiri oleh aku....i just be myself...aku bknnya gal yg nmpk sape2 lg2 GUYS nk mengada2 nk senyum smpai ujung telinga...mmg bkn aku...senyum sememangnya satu sedekah....aku senyum je dgn semua org and maybe org yg ckp aku sombong tue malang kot coz hari tue bkn HARI SENYUM SEDUNIA aku....tolongla buang dr otak fikiran korg yg aku nie sombong....knal aku and korg baru tau aku mcm mana....kalo korg kat tmpt aku,ape korg rasa??just use ur own brain and think deeply...pasni,tego jela aku coz aku xsombong and xnk jd sombong pon...aku xdpt pape pon if aku jd sombong...ape2pun,aku nk bgtau yg AKU TAK SOMBONG...FULLSTOP~

-SEKIAN-

soeraya:don't judge a book by its cover.

peaceful place ever

2009-01-16T07:22:00.000-08:00

MEKAH....Kalau boleh every year nak pergi sana...Kat sana hilang semua problem yang ada dalam kepala nie...Tenang je...I went there for Hajj 2008....It was awesome!I really2 miss that moment...Mmg rmai umat kat sana....Rmai yang xle nk ckp mcm mana rmai tue...That tyme i went there with my family...Papa,Mama,Eedora & Nabila...Mmg best...Sgt best...Alhamdulillah we all dh terpanggil utk pergi buat haji....Kat sana byk jugak dugaan yg saya hadapi....Biarla saya sorang je yang tau ape yang jadi....Tapi ape2 pon tue semua dugaan yang Allah S.W.T nk uji...Saya hanya mampu berdoa agar Allah S.W.T ringankan dan jauhi saya dr sebarang dugaan coz kadang2 saya dh xbole nk berdepan dgn dugaan tue...Mmg menguji mental,emosi n fizikal bila kat sana....

Actually,we all xplan nk pergi haji coz mama and papa ade bgtau kteorg yg dieorg nk pergi haji...Just the thing that mama risau xde sape yg nk jaga kteorg...Xkn nk suruh aunty2 plak coz dieorg pun bz dgn hal dieorg...Mama mmg risaukan anak2 dia....And papa decided that kteorg adik-bradik follow skali...That tyme I was like O.K....WOW~ I'm just 19 and i'll become Hajjah soon....Mmg xsangka langsung.....Before gerak sana,kteorg ader kelas agama dgn ustaz...Byk benda yg we all belajar and what we should do when we arrive at that place....It was so interesting...Ustaz tue pon funny....

How bout CATS????Fyi,I have 10 cats...Should I mention their names??Ok...Let's get started...Chubby,Nemo,Meng,Cindai,Cotton,Prince,Pinky,Cuit,Skunk,Nimi....For my cats which are Cotton,Prince and Pinky,mama decided to send them to the person that can take a good care of them because there are Persian...Mama love them...The rest just kna stay dlm their kandang coz kwn papa will feed them and lpas kan dieorg ptg2....Kalo nk antar semua mmg xbolela...Semua duit melayang utk kucing2 tue je...Huhuhu....

Mcm dh pjg lebar je sy tulis nie...We will continue about Mecca more and more....I'll add some more pictures...

soeraya:I MISS THE PLACE.

Things Girls Think Guys Should Know

2009-01-15T20:16:00.000-08:00

1. Don't ever lie to us; we always find out.
2. We don't enjoy talking dirty to you as much as you enjoy listening.
3. Don't say you understand when you don't.
4. Girls are petty; get over it.
5. You don't have PMS; don't act like you know what it's like.
6. Saying something sweet might get you off the hook; doing something sweet will always get you off the hook.
7. If you talk about having a big dick; we know you don't.
8. Size does matter.
9. We don't like it when you act like Mr. Big; we like it when you are Mr. Big.
10. A system in your car only impresses your homeboys.
11. No matter what you say, your ex-girlfriend is a hoe.
12. It's good to be sensitive, sometimes.
13. If you did something wrong or even if you didn't, apologize.
14. Be spontaneous; dinner and a movie won't always cut it.
15. We are self-conscious by nature; we can't help it.
16. We are drama queens.
17. Fashion police do exist.
18. Don't ask us to give head; if you are nice you just might get it.
19. We absolutely do not care about monster trucks, car systems, paintball, or anything else you and your friends talk about.
20. Hugs and kisses must be given at all times.
21. We don't shave our legs every day; get over it.
22. Don't make bets about us; we always find out.
23. Shave; no matter how cool you think it looks, we hate it.
24. Even is you think it is cool to burp, fart, or emitt other strange gases from your body, it is not.
25. Don't compare our breasts with Pamela Anderson's; hers are fake.
26. It is not cool to shoot snot rockets.
27. We are beautiful, but make-up helps.
28. We will always think we are fat, so humor us and tell us we aren't.
29. You can shoot hoops, score a goal, knock down big fat guys, and hit a little baseball with a stick, so why the hell can't you piss in the toilet and not on it.
30. Most importantly: we are always right; so don't forget it.

*credit to http://maxpages.com/smoochy/girls_think_guys_should_know

50 Things Girls Should Know About Guys

2009-01-15T19:18:00.000-08:00

1. Guys hate sluts.

2. "Hey, are you busy?" or "Are you doing something?" - two phrases guys open with to stop from stammering on the phone.

3. Guys may be flirting around all day but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about.

4. Before they call, guys try to plan out a little about what they're gonna say so there aren't awkward pauses, but once he's on the phone he forgets it all and makes it up as he goes.

5. Guys go crazy over a girl's smile.

6. Guys will do anything just to get you to notice him.

7. Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend or ex love-interest. Unless they're goin for the let-her-complain-to-you-and-then-have-her-realize-how-wonderful-and-nice-you-are method.

8. A guy who likes you wants to be the only guy you talk to.

9. Boyfriends need to be reassured often that they're still loved.

10. Don't talk about your guy friends to your boyfriend.

11. Guys get jealous easily.

12. Guys are more emotional than they'd like people to think.

13. Giving a guy a hanging message like "You know what?!..uh...never
mind.." would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking. And he'll assume he did something wrong and he'll obsess about it trying to figure it out.

14. Guys are good flatterers when courting but they usually stammer when they talk to a girl they really like.

15. Guys hate asking parents for money to buy girls presents. So they come up with ideas like saving their lunch money for a week. But it never works because guys are always hungry so they end up asking the parents for money anyway.

16. Girls are guys' weaknesses.

17. Guys are very open about themselves.

18. It's good to test a guy first before you trust him. But don't let him wait too long.

19. Your best friend, whom your boyfriend seeks help from about his problems with you may end up being admired by your boyfriend.

20. If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him. You don't need to give advice.

21. A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you.

22. Guys love you more than you love them if they are serious in your relationships.

23. Guys will brag about anything.

24. Guys use words like hot or cute to describe girls. We rarely use beautiful. If a guy uses that, he likes you.

25. Guys think WAY too much. One small thing a girl does, even if she doesn't notice it can make the guy think about it for hours, trying to figure out what it meant.

26. Guys seek for advice from girls not other guys. Because most guys think alike, so if 1 guy's confused, then we're all confused.

27. Any guy could write out a rulebook or advice book for flirting, but no guy can write out a book about relationships.

28. Try to be as straightforward as possible.

29. A guy has to experience rejection, because if he's too-good-never-been-busted, never been in love and hurt, he won't be mature and grown up.

30. If the guy does something stupid in front of the girl, he will think about it for the next couple days or until the next time he spends time with the girl.

31. No matter how much guys talk about asses and boobs, personality is key.

32. Guys learn from experience not from the romance books that girls read and take as their basis of experience.

33. Guys worry about the thin line between being compassionate and being whipped.

34. If a guy looks unusually calm and laid back, he's probably faking it and is spazzing inside.

35. When a guy says he is going crazy about the girl, he really is. Guys rarely say that.

36. When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he's just actually saying, "Please come and listen to me."

37. Guys don't really have final decisions.

38. If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him. It doesn't happen that often, so when it does, you know something's up.

39. If your best guy friend seems to avoid you or is never around when you're with your boyfriend, he's probably jealous and likes you.

40. When a guy looks at you for longer than a second, he's definitely thinking something.

41. Guys like femininity not feebleness.

42. Guys don't like girls who punch harder than they do.

43. A guy has more problems than you can see with your naked eyes.

44. Don't be a snob. Guys can be intimidated and give up easily.

45. Everything in moderation. Put on makeup, wear perfume. Just not too much.

46. Guys talk about girls more than girls talk about guys.

47. Guys hate rejection, but they hate being led on even more.

48. Guys really think that girls are strange and have unpredictable decisions and are MAD confusing but somehow are drawn even more to them.

49. A guy would give his left nut to be able to read a girl's mind for a day.

50. No guy can handle all his problems by his own. He's just too stubborn to admit it.

*credit to http://hbish.tumblr.com/post/48335441/50-things-girls-should-know-about-guys

-ReNunGaN-

2009-01-10T21:22:00.000-08:00

Antara faktor yang menyebabkan kita mudah berinteraksi dengan orang lain dan orang lain mudah tertarik kepada kita ialah:

1) Jaga solat dan lakukan ibadah-ibadah khusus dan umum yang lain.
2) Sentiasa bersangka baik terhadap semua orang (walaupun kita perlu berwaspada setiap masa).
3) Sentiasa memberikan senyuman ikhlas kepada orang di sekeliling kita.
4) Banyakkan bersedekah, samada dalam bentuk wang, senyuman, bantuan tenaga, masa, nasihat, idea, pandangan, sokongan moral dan doa yang berterusan.
5) Sentiasa memperbanyakkan sabar. Nabi s.a.w. pernah berpesan supaya mencari 144 sebab sebelum kita memarahi orang.
6) Sentiasa ceria apabila berjumpa dengan orang lain. Pastikan setiap orang seronok berinteraksi dengan kita.
7) Pamerkan perasaan sayang dan sentiasa sayang-menyayangi antara satu dengan yang lain.
8) Bentuk dan pamerkan sahsiah yang positif setiap masa. Peribadi yang kurang sopan akan menyebabkan orang lain rasa mual terhadap kita.
9) Amalkan sunnah-sunnah harian setiap masa dan insyaAllah orang lain akan tertarik kepada kita.
10) Jika wujud sebarang perasaan sombong atau benci terhadap orang lain, terus ingatkan diri kita tentang mati. Kita mudah insaf dan balik ke pangkal jalan apabila mengingati mati.
11) Sentiasa syukur dan redha atas pemberian Allah swt.
12) Sentiasa memberi salam dan ucap selamat kepada orang lain. Pemberian salam akan mengukuhkan hubungan sesama manusia.
13) Pamerkan simpati kepada setiap individu-individu yang memerlukan simpati dan perhatian.
14) Jadilah pendengar dan kawan yang setia.
15) Sampaikan berita baik tentang orang lain dan sembunyikan kelemahan atau keburukan orang lain.
16) Sentiasalah bermaaf-maafan sebelum berpisah dengan seseorang dan iringi perpisahan dengan doa.

Terlebih Dahulu Baiki Diri

Untuk menarik perhatian orang lain terhadap diri kita, kita perlu terlebih dahulu menyayangi dan memperbaiki diri kita. Orang yang mengasihi dirinya tidak akan melakukan sebarang kegiatan yang boleh mensabotaj dan merosakkan dirinya. Setiap tindak-tanduknya akan dilakukan secara berhikmah dan sentiasa memikirkan perasaan orang lain. Ingatlah pesanan seorang sarjana: "Orang tidak kisah setakat mana yang anda tahu (berilmu), sehinggalah mereka tahu yang anda kisah terhadap mereka."

At Last!!!

2009-01-10T04:54:00.000-08:00

Akhirnya!! As i've said before, i really really reallyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy miss my abnormals and we've met eventhough some of us cannot make it because some of them got class,not in KL and so on...We all plan g tgk muvee and hangout together....That time Siti pun follow sekali....Lama xkuar dgn dier... We all tgk madagascar 2...Best! Fatin mmg xbrubah....Wat lawak merepek merapu dier tue...HAHAHAHA....Tp that time Wanie and Aya dtg lambat coz ade kelas...Actually dieorg ader kelas until 6 tp kteorg suruh dieorg ponteng...AND....dieorg pon PONTENG! Hahaha...Mmg sayang la korang...Mwahx!Mwahx! Kteorg lepak until 7 sumthing and biler dgn dieorg gelak mmg xingat dunia...Hehehhe...Mmg rindu gler dgn dieorg semua....Rasa mcm nk sekolah blk tp bile pkir blk mls nk pkai bj skolah dh...Huhuhu....After this hope dpt hangout dgn semua abnormals and gelak smpai xingat dunia!HAHAHAHA...

soeraya:hope our friendship will last forever and i love u guys!

-THE END-

Missing Them

2009-01-01T08:27:00.000-08:00

It has been almost 2 YEARS.....
I do missed all my friends especially my ABNORMALS......
♥Aya,Jijie,Farah,Aby,Wanie,Fatin,Jiehan,Fariza and also Ayien♥...
We haall ven't met until today because of us are busy with our own life....
As i remember, the last day I met with all my friends when my SPM results been announced...
I miss every single moments at that time...

I do missed all my classmates especially Reza,Syuhada,Fatinx,Abaq,Erma,Qeela,Faiz,Acap,Hafiz and not to forget Allahyarham Aizzat.....
I miss the moments we laugh together, do work together, skip classess,making teachers angry and the thing that i would not forget is the time that we went to Frenzy's House!Hahaha...Funny....

And now,i'm happy with my not so new frens...
Aimi,Syitah,Mek,Nanad,Mirul,Hakim,Mizi and my roomates....
They make my day become more cheerful and happy!
We had a very happy moment together for every single day.....
Thanx guys....!!
I appreciate it.....

Not to forget my cyber friend,Mr.Z....
He always makes me happy and i'm glad to be one of his frens...
Dont forget to always listen to ARJUNA song k...

And to all my frens, I hope our frenship will last long forever and ever....I LOVE YOU GUYS SO MUCH!!!!
Thanx for be with me whenever I need you guys.....

-THE END-

soeraya:persahabatan yang sejati merupakan persahabatan yang mengharungi susah dan senang bersama-sama...

An ordinary girl with a lot of conflict

always in my mind...

sad.

geram!

girlfriends.i love u.fullstop.

pening.boring,boring.pening.

S.P.E.C.I.A.L

To Them

tocheeee....

gelak sama-sama.tidur sama-sama.

bear.bear.

heart.

*_*

bole eyh?

done~

20's

shape of my heart.

-TADAA-

dalam kepala.

past.

pasal dia.

saya tak takut tinggi.^_^

my jantung pisangku.

sengaja atau tidak sengaja?

u make my day.

love u.

perasaan.

my word.

PC Maintenance II : How to delete temporary files from your computer

My 2nd Time of BTN

KPO ^_^

mom,dad...don't worry.

why?

hati yang memberontak inginkan pelepasan.

WiMax

bila boleh makbul?

sorry+rindu.

wonderful day.

kerinduanmelanda.

.hari membeli ayam.

thanks.

faces of me.

Friend.

Security Book

Operating Systems Book

gembira+happy=gempy!

can i?

Ayat Cinta

yee-HAA!!

malam mari bergambar

dia?

Wanita Yang Kau Pilih

.Meow Meow.

k.e.s.e.j.u.k.a.n.

gorgeous picture.

what is SOMBONG?

peaceful place ever

Things Girls Think Guys Should Know

50 Things Girls Should Know About Guys

-ReNunGaN-

At Last!!!

Missing Them

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